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I feel stupid.

I feel like all I do is cause problems and fuck up.

To forget the dead would be akin to killing them a second time.

— Elie Wiesel, Night (via quotes-shape-us)

We’re gonna die like this

you know,

Miserable and old.

Really got to hand it to you.

Are you positive?

Absolutely sure?

Just get dressed,

don’t do this.

Seriously. Can I just fucking go to sleep and never wake up…

This is why I love Spooky. He’s my best friend in the entire world..

He knows it’s these little things that mean the world to me. The fact that he think this way makes me happy because no one else does. It’s nice to know someone thinks about me the same way I think about them.

I need next week to come as fast as possible, I miss my best friend :/

How does it feel?


i honestly love getting messages from you guys so much it makes my day even if you’re just saying hi or something it’s nice to know you’re acknowledging my existence 

I’m trying to hold on
But I’m losing ground
Drifting towards the edge
As it all comes down
I’m giving in
There is no answer
Falling down within
Holding on to might have been

— As We Fall - Imperative Reaction


i want to talk to you but i don’t want to be annoying do you see my problem

I feel like sleeping all fucking day.

The only reason I even got out of bed is in case Spooky can get ion and talk today because I need someone fucking horridly. I hate this. I feel ignored. Alone. My anxiety is still through the roof. Depression is sinking in. I don’t know what to do.

Anonymous asked:
Sex fantasy.

Are you asking about one I have?

This is one of those things I don’t talk about publicly.

Anonymously message me (3) things you want to know about me.

I guess ‘ll just lay in bed and listen to music since I don’t really have anyone to talk to and I don’t want to be alone anoy more.

Anonymous asked:
62, 81, 82 p.s dude you rock

Not sure why you said that last part, but thanks /.\

  • 62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

Both give me heaps of anxiety but I guess if I ever got a web cam I’d prefer video chatting.

  • 81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr

I can’t really pick this because I like a lot of blogs and I’d have to go through all of the blogs Im following and thats a LOT

  • 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

I would probably start out simple and then begin ranting about how we should all stop making each other’s lives hard and then proceed to call people twats. it’s just that time of night.